Lux Mundi: Quite the feeling

Monday, August 27, 2012

Quite the feeling

So I am experiencing this really weird sensation. I am on a roller coaster of emotion and trying to just keep it together. One minute I think I am just going to take off and find a bar, the next I wouldn’t leave where I am for a million dollars. I hope this isn’t the lasting seminary affect! The really weird part though is my seemingly conflicting attitude towards this place. I have rarely felt so at peace but I can’t remember ever feeling more uncomfortable.

That’s tough to understand. I find the sensation annoying. I want one finite opinion off my position. I started to think a little bit and I think I am starting to get it.

If you ever make it to heaven, I like to think it might be a similar sensation. Staring at the face of God, I would assume that you will find perfect peace, but how can one be completely comfortable in front of an all powerful being? I am not describing a runaway type of fear, rather I am talking about this awe inspiring awareness of what it is you are facing. So perhaps living across the hall from the Blessed Sacrament has given me this notion, this feeling.

Finding God isn’t always comfortable but it can be peaceful. Not peace in the sense of ease and quite, but peace in the sense of fulfillment and belonging.

So maybe it’s just one feeling I am experiencing there just isn’t a word to describe it. I am not quite sure if I want it to stay or leave me just yet, but it is enlightening.

Just thought I would share that with you guys.

God Love you,

AMDG
Peter James d`Aquino

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