Lux Mundi: The Longing For A Friend

Tuesday, August 21, 2012

The Longing For A Friend

Have you ever felt lonely? You may think you're a freak who can't keep a close friend and this hurts, I know the feeling. I recently lost all of my best friends. One best friend I had for about two years suddenly acted like she didn't know me anymore. My other best friend was like a sister to me my entire life. She just told me how much she hates me. Something I get a lot is that I'm judgmental and think I'm better than everyone else. This hurts me so much.

I know the only One I will ever need is God. Do you think Jesus had a best friend? You can't call someone who denies you three times your best friend, that's for sure. It's hard, because you can't see God and He can't be there to give you a big hug at night when you're in bed crying. However, He offers us so much more than a hug. He is there to talk to us whenever we want to talk to Him, whether it is important or completely irrelevant. No matter how far you have run away from Him, all you have to do is turn around to Him and ask for forgiveness. He will never ever deny you're His best friend. Ever. He wont ever judge you for anything and no matter what you do, He will love you more than anyone else in this world could ever love you. He will never not want to talk to you or not be your friend.

Truthfully, I don't know if I should even be writing this post. I'm not totally comfortable with not having a best friend yet. I pray to make myself more comfortable with this. I just want someone to tell all my problems, all my insecurities, all of the moments I'm proud of, and all of my grievances to. I do have someone. I have God, I just need to get used to how great of a best friend He is to have and how much less lonely I am when I talk to Him.

-The Heart You Set Free

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First of all we are all young people and proudly Catholic. We are a group of close friends in college and we are lively and practicing young men and women who have devoted our lives to the service of Christ and His Church in whatever way the Lord sees fit! That is partially the most exciting part of this group. We all went to high school together, and we met in our senior year. A string of circumstances brought us together to pray and discuss our faith. It was a truly incredible time! For now there are only a few of us working on this blog but we hope some others will join us as time goes on.

This Blog was my idea. I have been looking for a way to get involved in spreading the Gospel in a real and effective way for two years. I cannot stand being on the side lines. One day some inspiration came to me: A blog by Catholic youth for everyone. Since I can remember there has been a lack of an intense youthful presence in the Church. That is most certainly changing, and I want to be part of it! In my many experiences with catholic blogs, I have had to go to several places to read all the information and discussion I wanted, so my thought was to create a one stop blog, simple and easy, which has several “voices” with one directed sound. I don’t know if that makes sense. I want to have one direction with several different authors and perspectives but all young. I also don’t want the writing to be overly elevated nor obsessively analytical, which can sometimes scare people away. But we also can’t dumb down the faith; to do that would be an insult to the one true faith. That, for the most part was the idea! There are things similar, but none like what I was really hoping to do. One night I was blessed with this inspiration. But I have been frightened to take it on, that is one of my faults, misguided fear. The idea wouldn’t go away and I figured I needed to try but I couldn’t do it alone. There was only one group of people who could help me do this and so I enlisted the help of my friends; and here we are.

A little bit on our beliefs: We are most definitely and unapologetically Catholic. So, although this may be a cliche, if you need more information, google the phrase Nicene-Constantinople Creed. That should sufficiently point out our doctrinal backgrounds. One thing we do wish to express explicitly is our total reliance on the authentic authority of God, both in Heaven and on Earth. We commonly encounter that which is on Earth, although it is eternally united to that of the Lord! What we are saying is we submit ourselves to the judgment and guidance of the Holy Father and the Magisterium. That is of the utmost importance. Many Catholics today neglect authentic Revelation (i.e. Tradition) and authentic authority! But that is for another time!

We love Christ and His Church. We are not perfect, in fact we are sinners, and I particularly am quite the sinner! However we are striving for holiness and to live a saintly life so that we might in the next life be rewarded with entrance into the Kingdom of Heaven.

We hope you find your way to an informed faith through this blog. We don’t expect to reach millions but maybe a few will find us and be inspired, maybe someone will find us and through the grace of God find his way to authentic Catholicism. If but one finds this to have made a positive impact in his life, it shall all be worth it! But we will be careful; we don’t wish to have a negative effect on anyone!!!